I sure hope there’s light ☀️
Is a tough road to be on the the n**********c traits these men have are unbelievable and they prey on vulnerable women or ones that can fill their egos but it never lasts and they leave a trail of detestation behind them.
I sometimes wish mine would come and tell me he’s sorry and loves me but I know deep down it will all be fake but I’m so desperate for that, then I hope him and this latest one will finish and I fear they won’t and he will happily ever after.
I also wish I could just think of me and what I need but this is hard as I’m a empath so I have the need to Look out for others all catch 22 really.
You may find Melanie’s stuff interesting as it also explains a lot about n**********c people and how they don’t change – you may know that already. In closure you don’t tend to get it from those people so it has to be done though yourself which is rubbish I know but they don’t let you just walk away – even at the moment it looks like they do.
Sorry if all this is rubbish sometime I like to share stuff as I wasn’t allowed to when I was with him as it was his way or no way, so finding a voice is quite freeing but I’m still getting used to it.
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