30th December 2015 at 5:37 pm
#6798
Falling Skys
Participant
Hi and hugs xx
Being with an abusive partner is all consuming.
I found not being under his tight control scary. Also I will still say I love him because I am conditioned to say that and think that.
I was with my abuser for decades, the being of this year I started to say it was wrong what he was doing to me. Within a short period of time he didn’t want me any more.
I thought be was vile when we were together but its nothing to what he is now.
I wish I had an answer to get over the way we think, but is feel that it a matter of distant and time.
Stay strong xx