Hi Unity,
I am sorry to hear that you are feeling so low.
I haven’t posted for a while, due to a number of reasons.
Think of the tears as releasing p**s from a wound. All the poison is coming out. Abusers, I am sure, cause toxins to build up in our bodies. Tears are a release.
You have been through so much. When you first moved out, I was amazed at how well you were coping. Maybe it is all hitting you now.
Don’t feel bad about being on tablets. I have been on mine now for 18 months, including ones for panic attacks. I don’t feel ready to come off them yet, though there are days I forget to take them.
I have private messaged you, Sweetie.
I hope 2016 is the year that you really find yourself and find ecstatic joy just being you. You are a strong lady: you will get there X