13th January 2016 at 7:42 am
#7661
foggyhere
Participant
Thank you for taking time to read that and for your lovely reply.
It is so painful to admit it happened. Because I’m out of the relationship, it sometimes feels as though life would be easier if the penny never dropped.
I’m starting to see I am blaming myself for not being perfect in the relationship – and we are all perfect in our messy imperfections. So yes, of course I sometimes snapped at him when stressed and things like that. Didn’t mean I deserved to be treated the way he treated me.
Fog is lifting bit by bit.