Hi godschild,
Well done for writing your first post, it sounds like you’ve been through a lot with your partner and you are still suffering.
Sorry to hear that you have tried to reach out to the police in the past and been let down. Unfortunately this does happen occasionally but I hope it wont stop you reporting the abuse in the future.
I think you are right, talking to women who have been through what you have been through will help you to feel like you are not alone. I know that you suffer from some clinical fears which adds to your challenges but I am sure that with the right support from the women on this forum and with support from other services you can makes steps to be happier.
I’m glad you have posted, it’s good to have you with us.
Best wishes
Lisa
Forum Moderator