Do you know what im feeling stronger not braver but stronger. I have finally admitted to myself that my husband is abusive and it feels different somehow, I feel different.
Im still here and may be here for some time but I think im finally ready to start to help myself get better get braver live a life i want if he comes along great if he continues to be an arse then i hope to one day have the self belief and knowledge to even maybe leave.
I still have huge doubts massive ones I doubt myself each and every day and i think i always will. Its amazing that you feel braver hold onto that, keep it in your heart use it to stoke the fire inside you to do what you need to do to stay safe to open up to get better and to live a life you deserve. Xxxxx