I decided to cancel the contract he’s been using in my name. I don’t know how to feel about this. I feel it may upset him and I’ve just stoked a fire that didn’t need it. He probably won’t even care and just get one out in his name but it’s a worry. And now I just feel like my mind is running away from me and I’m going through all the what if scenarios. But I know I’m nowhere near as bad as I would have been a few months ago.
I don’t know the background, but I know that feeling. I end up running decisions like this past nearly everyone – they all say “perfectly reasonable, can’t understand why you don’t just do it “. I can’t admit to them it’s because I’m scared he’ll go nuts. Do you know what? Tumbleweed….No response at all.