Hello. Apologies for being away and not leaving positive comments like I used to, since I have no more positivity left for now. I have spent years to figure out my traumas caused by abuses but things don’t improve. Instead I find more problems, I feel very hopeless. I lost the ability to feel, to love, to cry, and I only know how to laugh and smile. I also lost the ability to connect with others emotionally, I just know how to talk to ppl and then leave. Perhaps I’m a unsolvable damaged soul, but I’m really glad that I have been here to the forum, I love all the conversations we have. It’s just, I’m really tired, I even find it hard to just read a post and leave a single comment. Sorry for being away, or being annoying in the past (if I do), but I guess, things will be alright soon and I’m always here to support.