flash backs of the dark nights

[betterdays]

Will be just around the corner. This time last year it were so raw for me we’re only just coming to terms he were constantly on my mind flirting round bar staff and messing with my head in a big way. And it still haunts me in a way that’s why I’ve booked a couple days away at Xmas as I can’t face it. He’s there I guess with his new women i would love to know how that’s working out xxxxxxx

[KIP.]

This year will be different. You can make the Autumn and winter special. I think we know how his new relationship is going. He’s sniffing around you so that’s a big clue lol. These men will never be happy. He will use whoever he can. Concentrate on yourself. You have a lovely trip to look forward to and your freedom to enjoy it X

[KIP.]

Get some lovely coloured fairy lights to brighten up the dark nights X

[betterdays]

Yes thanks kip I sometimes get this awful feeling I’m still with him silly reminders things on t.v silly songs on the radio. Still feel I’m trapped with him xxxx

[Serenity]

I b****y hated Xmas. He wrecked it with his boredom, anger that I dared to give my kids gifts.

Last Xnas was hard. Both kids we’re there due to court order and his games.

I ended up driving miles to collect my eldest, as my ex hoodwinked him, on Xmas Day.

Thus year, I have my boys. I will defy commercialism. I will have all the trimmings,c it I will not be a slave to the stove. I will get out, too. I have hit middle age, and realise it’s now or never X

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