Hello Lostnalone,
Thank you for sharing this with us, I’m sorry to hear you are feeling low this afternoon.
I hope with time that the good days increase and the bad ones become less and less, although it can be hard to sit with our feelings when it can feel, at times, that things may never improve.
It sounds like you are persevering through it, which can be very tough indeed. Stay strong Lostnalone, things will get better.
Take care and keep posting,
Lisa