After a week of him being away I cannot bear him being around now. This weekend been the usual of his stuff one minute nasty and controlling next minute blaming me for everything next minute being all nice and wanting to be affectionate when I just want to shout GO AWAY!!!! Now I have had a week without it and seen how nice it is I just want out now!!! But then at the same time how do I leave so desperate to go but that first step seems so hard!! So glad the weekend is almost over I am sick of these endless horrible weekends. Wish I could just transport me and my son out of this and now!
I wish he worked weekends!! I am making it a whole lot worse as just not taking his s**t anymore. Bottom line for me is you’ve caused this with your behaviour end of. Trying to take each day as it comes like you say. Can’t go anywhere no one to stay with and I have a little one so just holding on to ending it soon and getting out!! No idea when that will be!