I got told last week my child’s dad is a regular c***k user, I’m in total shock, never ever would I think he would go down that path.
I’m in a refuge and have been for (detail removed by Moderator) months, he’s had no contact with my child because contact centre pulled out (detail removed by Moderator) months ago because he never turned up!
I can’t understand why I’m so hurt of his drug taking news, I wish I could say he deserves it because of how he treated me but it’s affected me more than I could imagine, why? I feel nothing towards him, not even hate, this has messed my head right up!!