Hi Confused123 – so sorry for what you are going through right now it must be so hard – tearing you apart because of what you want to do, and what you know you have to do.
You have tried your best in what were extremely difficult circumstances – you did all you could do.
He is your son and you will always love him, no matter what – but you tried your best and gave him so many chances – what more can you do…….
You have to think what was best for everyone in the house, yes its hard on you – but it gets to the stage where ‘tough love’ is the only way forward….
He is trying to make you suffer by not calling you – hes knows you will be feeling bad and he’s trying to make you ‘pay’ for what you did – but he will come around yet.
You did what you had to do, for eveyones sake – don’t be hard on yourself.
Love Mixed-up Mum x*x