I can’t focus on work or anything I’m always anxious and sick of putting on a front for everyone. Last night me and my partner spoke it didn’t end great but we didn’t end things. He said I’m more or less annoying him.
I constantly get accused of causing the arguments he never takes responsibility it’s always me. So now I feel I’m the problem. I’m not good enough for anyone. I have never liked myself for years even since I was a teenager (detail removed by moderator) but I just feel even more worthless.
I’m so unlovable. I’m a complete waste of a life.