Had been with my partner for about (detail removed by Moderator) years. He kept leaving for months at a time and returning out of the blue like nothing had happened. We argued because I said he was cheating, heard him on the phone talking to a woman. He would always blame me, say I was paranoid. After (detail removed by Moderator) months of him being away I finally had the courage to end it. I was so confused,hurt and upset when he did message saying that he loved and missed me. I spend all my time thinking about him as I loved so much. I know he is going to be angry and has sent me (detail removed by Moderator) voice notes and I’m too scared to open them. He’s been in prison for violence and other things and I’m worried about he will do. He still is in contact with ex criminals.