Just having my own pity party….
I am NOT hiding myself away.
I WILL NOT stop going to places where he might be.
What I really dislike, is the feeling of maybe putting mutual friends in the middle of c**p, when there’s already c**p going on, which has nothing to do with me. Cryptic, I know….
I don’t want people to take sides, I definitely don’t want them to feel awkward…. there are no flying monkeys….
Just feel I’m grieving them – the friends…..
Maybe I’ll post again when I can explain myself better…
Hugs to all xx