17th November 2020 at 6:59 pm #116461Dreamy77Participant
I feel like I’m literally living a nightmare, I feel so down. I work in a job (detail removed by Moderator) and yet I’m the one sitting here writing on this site. I just feel I have nowhere to turn. I took some time off work with stress (detail removed by Moderator) and went for a walk to clear my head- next thing I know I’m (detail removed by Moderator). I just want to feel ok again, I just want him to admit what his done and I just want the investigation to be over so I can move on.
I used to work with this and although work have been very good with everything his still allowed to work but just not allowed in my area. Everytime the door goes I panick, I haven’t seen him for so long but I often hear him (detail removed by Moderator). Just the sound of his voice makes me want to cry.
I’m not even sure what I’m writing right now but I just want to know when it starts to get better? Will these memories haunt me forever, how long has it taken for others to “get over” ( i know it never will be fully).
Again my job is to be there for others and support them (detail removed by Moderator) and I feel like I’ve let myself down by not seeing the warning signs.
17th November 2020 at 8:29 pm #116467
YOU haven’t let anyone down. We all missed the signs or kinda ignored them. Whatever. DV can happen to anyone, and does.
The panic feeling is a tough one. I hear you on that one. Mine lives on the (detail removed by Moderator) – very close. Been some dark nights I’ll be honest. Prob paranoia but I often think I can hear noises etc.
Sorry – not much help am I!
It does/you will get better. Takes time and different things for different people.
Take care. x*x
17th November 2020 at 8:32 pm #116469
Sorry – welcome!!
18th November 2020 at 2:03 pm #116491Dreamy77Participant
Thank you for your reply anything means a lot right now. Xx
18th November 2020 at 3:18 pm #116495
Hi Dreamy77, I was wondering how you were doing. I sent you a PM too yesterday.
Do you have some support at the moment? Friend/family/other?
I’ve struggled with this element but it can/does help. 🙂
Sending you a virtual hog. X*x
18th November 2020 at 3:19 pm #116496
21st November 2020 at 8:15 am #116623beachhutParticipant
Hope your doing ok, I PM’d you, let us know how you are when you can.
Take care of you.
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