So I was watching some programme last night when a celeb was in therapy… Something the therapist said really touched me as I believe it is totally like me. She said the celebrity pushes and tests people to see if they are going to stick around by creating drama/chaos She said the people who stick around may not always be the best people as they may be attracted to drama or have ulterior motives. I feel that was totally me and my ex and part of the reason he would use for his awful treatment of me was some of the dramatic things I had donein the beginning of the relationship. I’m not in any way saying he was justified or I deserved it but I definetly was attracted to drama and I most certainly did test him whether consciously or not. Anyway I just found that interesting.