Merry go Round

[SunfloweSeed23]

I haven’t posted for a while.
I’m feeling too emotionally exhausted and wrung out to confront because where the confrontation will lead. I’m tired of being the emotional punch bag, tired of being lied too, blamed and reduced to something so small so lost I no longer recognise myself. Everyday I’m just surviving. I’m hiding behind things to do, and my job to avoid facing the one thing I have to do leave because of the energy it will take and because I’m scared.
The goal posts keep changing.

[Bananaboat]

Sorry you’re feeling this. Save yourself the fight as confronting him won’t change him. Store that energy up to focus on your next move and hopefully getting out. It can be a long road but baby steps (even mental ones) are still steps forward xx

[Ricepudding]

I am the same I feel like time has moved on but I’m still in the same place with no home to call my own I just have to fight my way through every day not to upset him by a look or a word what I wear. I’m just so tired and I feel like I’m right back at the beginning.

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