Hi Canigou,
Welcome to the forum and thank you for sharing about how you’re feeling. I’m sure so many of the other women on this forum can relate and, hopefully, they’ll be able to reply and let you know soon.
It sounds like you’ve been through such a lot. People often still only imagine of physical assaults when they think of domestic abuse, but non-physical abuse is very serious and damaging in itself. As well as your GP, you could reach out to your local domestic abuse service for some specialist support. You mention finances, the Financial Support Line is run by Money Advice Plus in partnership with Surviving Economic Abuse to offer specialist advice to survivors of domestic abuse who are experiencing financial difficulty.
Take care and keep posting,
Lisa