It’s taken me a very long time to get here, but tomorrow I get my keys!!! This is the begining of a new start for us; or could be if things go how we hope. It gives me hope, feels like it will be a big leap in the right direction. I’ve got a grumbling anxiety in my stomach, but I know this is normal in the situation I’m in, knowing he is gunning for me and going to try and cause as many problems as he can – thing is – I’m moving anyway! Lol. Once we move in officially I’m going to try and not look back anymore, not let him effect me or life – I’m going to cut him dead completely; he will not know where we are – so for now, unless that has to change, I’m going to relish this freedom and sense of feeling safe and hidden, and breath in the fresh air x