Hello Fuerte123,
Thank you for your post and welcome to the forum.
As Darcy has said, abusers can be incredibly manipulative and convincing. It’s so difficult when we are inside this dynamic, to recognise the abuse, and it is very common to doubt yourself and your version of events. Have you heard of the term gaslighting? It sounds like your partner may be using some of these techniques.
It’s great that you have joined the forum, I hope you find it a helpful and supportive place to be.
Take care and keep posting,
Lisa
Forum Moderator