After a relatively long period of “ok” he’s starting to turn again. He is vile and he knows it. There’s nothing much else to say as I have no energy but just needed to get this out.
Im on a very very long nice spell but he is slowly creeping back. No where near as bad as it was as he saw how close i was to leaving i dont think he will.push me that far again but he likes to pick and pull enough. They wont ever ever change its up to us to.
We need to find a way to het stronger and either leave or put strong boundries in so we can live a life we can be proud of and happy with. Hugs sweetie i know just how heartbreaking this is xx
Thanks nbumblebee for your support. I think I have got stronger, maybe it’s an age thing but you’re right it’s stay or go at the end of the day, neither are simple options. X