I very very rarely ever think there’s any ‘positives’ to what is happening at home, yeah we have some nice moments but I never really think I am making progress or things are improving.
However, Im trying to change my mindset a little and be grateful for smaller wins.
So anyway, the actual point of this post, I finally am opening up to people (outside of from behind a laptop). Today I spoke to my lecturer at uni, I cried, a lot but I said it, I told her almost everything, and gosh I am so relieved.
Even though nothing has really changed, it feels like a weight off my shoulders.