I know it’s only October.
my incredible extended family are preparing for a once-in-20- years level of event with many of us all together over the festive period. Staying all over the place in each others houses. It will be hilarious, cosy, full of treats, silliness and fun.
i find myself already feeling guilty that he is likely to be on his own all day Xmas eve and most of Xmas day. His family are hopeless sadly. None of this is my problem at all and he avoided my family like the plague when we were together so this isn’t a new scenario. I think it’s guilt I’ve moved on and doing better and back to normal to a certain extent and he’s just wherever I left him. To be fair, he may well have plans and I’ve created this nonsense scenario all in my minds eye. I just don’t want it to fester for the next 3 months. He didn’t deserve my time but I can’t stop myself!
Hopefully won’t think about it too much.
is it just me here. I k ow there’s far more important things to worry about than this x