I’ve got a place at a refuge. I leave (detail removed by Moderator). I feel sick and sad and scared. I cannot stay where I am though. It’s making me ill. I am having heart palpitations, dizzy spells and shortness of breath whenever I have to speak to him. When I’m out the house or with friends or in the house without him I’m fine. But as soon as I think about him or talk to him I start to feel ill. I am feeling the pressure as in a few days it will all be out in the open and him and his family will go at me with both barrels. I’m scared but I know it is for the best. I’m finally taking my daughter and getting out!!