It all too late to try building and move on with my life with my boys. It’s probably too far gone I let tbem down yrs on yrs the person that were supposed to protect them. I hate myself I’m a total disgrace x
Oh Betterdays, we all feel like this at times. Please don’t be so hard on yourself, you are definately not a disgrace. You need to focus on building your relationship with yourself and the boys will see you grow stronger and the gap you feel at the moment will shrink.
PLease dont be too hard on yourself, we all leave when we feel ready and u have left now, focus on that and how u can move forward. work on loving yourself and rebuilding yourself again, boys will follow u