Seen and not heard, heard and not seen

[Ricepudding]

I thought I’d hit rock bottom the loss of a parent the acknowledgement of my coercive relationship, and the lies my father has told my whole life now my past childhood trauma I never thought my life would playout before me like this . I feel  so betrayed and so alone.

[Lisa]

Hi Ricepudding,

This sounds really hard. I’m sorry that you’re feeling so low right now. You might find the Childhood Trauma Recovery Network UK or NAPAC (National Association for People Abused in Childhood) helpful resources. Trauma can be incredibly isolating but support to work through your experiences can mean you can start to build a life that you want.

Take care and keep posting,
Lisa

[Piano.Forte]

Hi Ricepudding, I have just read your comments made on the 4.12. This is my first post. I joined the Forum today. I wanted to reach out to you.

How are you today?

(I can id with betrayal, death of parent and realising a coercive/control relationship and a link with financial abuse. I  have childhood memories of abuse. I have completed (number removed by Moderator) lots of Penny Parks therapy. Last sessions were about (number removed by Moderator) years ago and these helped me. The Freedom Programme was a major change having learned about boundaries and the cycle of abuse.  Currently attending therapy (REBT and CBT) to help me manage stress and anxiety.)

I cannot see you but I hear your emotion.

 

[Ricepudding]

Why me ? just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse my coercive partner finds out he has (disease removed by Moderator) just can’t fight anymore feel like his won again now I feel guilt. His family treating me like s**t telling me I should be more caring  and look after him why are these voices so loud

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