My relationship ended at (detail removed by Moderator). I wasn’t looking for a relationship obviously, i was just concentrating on trying to love myself. But i did meet someone wonderful who i am now with and i adore him. The relationship is so healthy it is almost weird. I feel so guilty that at times i miss my ex. He made my life extremely miserable and said and done horrible things. Yet sometimes i only see the good things he done and the nice things he said. Granted it was more what he said than what he actually done. But yeah i do feel extremely grateful for what i have now but i guess that anger and resentment is still there and i wonder if he is treating someone else better.