Hello MsOptimistic,
Thank you for sharing this, it sounds like a really difficult time feeling left without support whilst waiting for counselling. Are you aware of any charities in your area that offer free or low cost counselling? It could be worth Googling if you’ve not done so already.
It’s good to hear that there is something in the pipeline, but we really understand that it’s not helpful to have to wait. I hope you hear from them soon.
Take care and keep posting,
Lisa