Survival mode

[Headcook]

Hi

I’m not doing well

I don’t feel like a survivor
I wanted to be a survivor but it feels like I’ve just been left hanging

Hc

[queenmaeve]

Have they gone now?

[Headcook]

They have gone yes

I’m alone now
He’s being all nice accommodating but it doesn’t feel like I thought it would

It’s so hard to keep going.

Hc

[queenmaeve]

I understand it’s very hard to let go, you will get there, take it one day at a time x

[KIP.]

You’re missing what was normal. You need to make a new better ‘normal’ 💕it takes time. Baby steps x

[Headcook]

Kip
Thank you
He’s so convincing the pull is there
Can he really change that quickly
I’ve spoken of the abuse he’s inflicted to me cold and empty yes he knows and it must be horrible for me was reply
Am I falling for the same old him dressed up as mr nice
Is he in fact trying to silence me

I’m leaving here couple of days my friend has been amazing
This house never was a home now it’s a constant reminder so the move needs to just happen now
I’m not ready I wish I could say I was
But there is no choice

Hc

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