This is so hard, feels never ending

[Chocolatebunnie]

I ended it but he won’t except, he’s trying to hug me etc but I’m keeping my distance, it’s so difficult, I hoped he would get it.

One of the kids have told someone about dads aggression, won’t say anymore, but I know a referral to Social services is about to be made, my anxiety is pretty bad.

I was going to ask him to leave, but can’t find the words. I will, just feel it’s all too much just now.

I’m scared of his reaction. I’m sad he will go as much as I want him to. I need to brace myself ready for this next step.

I’m hurting, for my kids and me and for him.

I don’t want this to be real.

[Bananaboat]

Sorry me again but just saw something on narcabusecoach Instagram page which made me think of you! He said kisses are transactional for abusers, they only do it to get something out of it, there’s no real affection there even if they act like there is, it’s to get you to give him what they want. It’s not about intimacy it’s about control. x

[Chocolatebunnie]

Aww 🥰 thank you for thinking of me and sharing this and yes, it’s so true always a hidden agenda and something wanted in return.

Might take a look at instagram and follow too 😊

Dreading him coming home, must pluck up the courage to ask him to leave can’t bear this situation.

Just keep thinking of my children and that they’ll be better off once he’s gone.

Support worker is keeping in touch regularly at the moment, which I’m appreciative for.

Sorry for going on this is just so trying.

Best wishes

CB x

[Bananaboat]

Not at all, keep posting! Good luck it’s scary but worth it x

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