Hi BT, so he’s violent and threatening and he’s cheated on you, and you feel pressured into having sex with him when you don’t really want to; and you’re with him because…
You got an exit plan forming yet flower?
Sex needs two consenting adults, no pressure. If it doesnt feel right then it isn’t is it. Sounds to me like you think it’s easier to have sex with him than put up with what will ensue if you say no. Not the best position to be in is it; if this was a friend telling you this what would you say to her? Not right is it, sounds like you’ve switched off part of you here in favour of trying to keep the peace x