Why am I just not strong enough

[Brunette3]

Struggling to understand anything. The good days or the bad days?
A counsellor hasn’t helped I clam up and say selective things. I feel stupid & ashamed that I still love this man who talks to me like c**p and makes me doubt everything.

I keep thinking actually am I the issue? Am I the one making it worse? Why do I (detail removed by moderator) despite the abuse chucked at me, why do I message endlessly when at work to then get abusive messages back?

Am I making it worse 😞

I just don’t understand anything in life

[Lisa]

Hi Brunette3

I am sorry to hear about how you are feeling. It is normal to feel like this, you are not stupid at all and you are strong as you are going through so much and have managed to reach out here for support.

It must be disappointing for you that you are feeling that the counsellor has not helped, it can be so hard to open up. You could chat to a Women’s Aid worker via our Live Chat service to explore other options (open 10am-6pm every day). They won’t tell you what to do, but can discuss your situation and signpost you to other support that’s relevant for you. You can access the chat service here: https://chat.womensaid.org.uk/

Please keep posting, we are all here for you.

Best wishes,

Lisa

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