Aquqmarine

[Aquqmarine]

I haven’t left yet, I am trying to figure out how to. I am filled with feelings of guilt and anxiety, feeling like I will be letting him down or failing for not working on our marriage, we got married (detail removed by moderator), but everything feels so one-sided now, like I’m the only one putting any effort in to our relationship and he’s given up now that we are married. He ignores me when I tell him how I feel and gets really moody so I keep quiet now, it’s easier, but it feels horrible inside, so unhappy and crying a lot. He never respects my need for space, he always comes with me when I leave the house and recently has started questioning me on how I spend my money, that I work for, and that makes me feel guilty for needing things, like I should run everything past him first for his approval, Its things I need for work, I started a new job (detail removed by moderator). I feel trapped, suffocated and like I am losing myself.

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