Thank you. Your message made me cry. I think relief that I haven’t completely lost my marbles. Thank you. I will look up those books and hopefully I can start getting somewhere. I am terrified of speaking to the GP. They knew a little bit as he said some vile things when he left about the baby so I believe it was put under safeguarding, but I’m not sure how to approach it with my GP. They can be very dismissive 😔 I have tried tonsee if I can get on the freedom project I think it is but will try get some other bits sorted. Thank you x