Thank you both, makes me feel better that this has happened to others. I did wonder if it was new relationship triggering. The only concern I have with it is when we first met he was living with friends in a new county but (detail removed by Moderator) months ago he moved back to (detail removed by Moderator) where his (detail removed by Moderator) live. Since then, because he doesn’t want his (detail removed by Moderator) knowing, I haven’t seem him and phone calls are very few because he can only make them when alone, I can’t call him. Is this a type of control? I am finding it hard that he’s not found the time to visit me. I’m a (detail removed by Moderator) drive away. He’s tried to a few times but family situations has stopped him. His (detail removed by Moderator) is having mental health problems.
We message a few times daily but I am finding it hard not seeing him and not being able to do anything about it.
I wonder how much longer I’ll have these dreams for, they are upsetting.