Thank you, we went away together the other weekend and was great to start with, he wanted to pay, take me away treat me, saying all nice things.
Then he had a drink, got drunk, bit flirty with someone we got talking to (she told me he tried to give her his number)
Got back to (removed by moderator), he then turned it on me, I got upset and went downstairs and he came down drunk, angry ended up hotel calling the police, him going off, me staying in the hotel on my own and not knowing how he was getting home etc. Awful ending to the weekend.
Then didn’t speak for a (removed by moderator), I was getting dozens of abusve messages, im the cheat etc
Didn’t like leaving things the way they were
Met up again (removed by moderator), again not even mentioned what went on, I think I’m too scared to bring it up as don’t know how he will react.
I don’t trust him tho, I don’t know if he’s messaging other women still and I can’t mention it as it’s accusing him and he will get angry but now he lost the trust before messaging others when I thought we was better/happier then. How do I know he’s not doing it now. I need more re assurance but can’t get it
We got on fine this time, no arguments or anything and nice when we are together but then I still bring this negative thoughts back home with me and insecurities now hmmmm
