Letsgetreal

[Letsgetreal]

Hi,
I can very much so relate to this.My family are abroad and they don’t even know what I am going through in my relationship as I don’t want to worry them as they are helpless.I’ve gone through the scenario of booking the flights and leaving the country with my kids for good many times in my head but in reality it is just not that easy as it sounds.It would be a new start but I would have to start from scratch (literally) plus this is the kids home.They don’t know any different and I know they would be suffering if they wouldn’t see their dad anymore.

[Letsgetreal]

Thanks for your comment ‘lover of no contact’.It’s been really hard the last couple of weeks (ever since we got back) as he’s been trying to get in my head and telling me I destroyed our family and how much he loves me.But then he feels betrayed as I got police involved and he can’t understand how I can do that to him and the kids.He told me I killed him.Even though I know I am doing the right thing I feel so lost and lonely and can’t help but cry all day.(not in front of the kids)I don’t think I miss him but I am gutted that I couldn’t give my kids a proper family.I’m just so sad that things didn’t work out.That’s why I tried over and over again but I can’t change him and things will never get better.I’m left to pick up the pieces with the kids as well.My youngest keeps asking for him and said he wished we could be a family of (detail removed by moderator) with daddy not (detail removed by moderator) 🙁
I’m just heart broken

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