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    • #11737
      Lostmyself
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      Please ring WA tommorow, I’m in your situation too and I rang them today, they will help you xxsorry no very good at giving advice x

    • #11100
      Lostmyself
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      He did say sorry and was really really nice to me,I almost feel like I made it all up(I didn’t) or overreaction because of me having (only a few)drinks when the chaos happened, I don’t know myself now, times blurry

    • #11099
      Lostmyself
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      Thank-you all for supporting me though the worst time again, I feel rubbish today, I couldn’t concentrate at work and I deal with customers all day so maybe in trouble there if my supervisor noticed. I’ve read both books now , he is text book cross between player, demand man and victim. I’m making serious steps to getting out now, I’ve gone down from size 14 to size 10 in unbelievably short time and my eating disorder is in full force again, it’s time to look after me now just feel sorry for my children but their dads not really bothered about them only for show. That really hurts. They are young so hopefully it not done too much damage!

    • #11065
      Lostmyself
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      Please can I ask for my last 4 reply’s to be deleted I feel like I’ve put too much information in them and I could be identified x

    • #11064
      Lostmyself
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      I’m going to go to sleep now you’re right there’s no point tonight but seriously thank-you, I will look in the morning xxxii

    • #11063
      Lostmyself
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      Thank-you serenity I am crying at your kindness. But I lightbulb has also gone off in my head, I have started a new exercise class hencectge weight-loss and feeling good this week, despite what hes said about it being good for me maybe he feels threatened I look nice, everyone was saying tonight, sad as it seems maybe he wants me to feel crap about myself and this is the punishment? Xxxii

    • #11060
      Lostmyself
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      Thank-you serenity, I know exactly what you mean in the cold light of day I know i will see it for whatever is, a stupid weak drunk man but I feel so low…I’ve stopped drinking and I know if he wakes up he will be like WTF I just couldn’t shag you bitch!but ive gone beyond the point if no return tonight,I am drunk but I can’t and wondered anyone bring me down to this point, I’m getting out as soon as I can xxx

    • #11055
      Lostmyself
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      I looked really good tonight, I’ve lost 1stone and I’m the same weight as when I met him if not less but he has been sniping at me all night saying to people he prefers his dog and if I ever made him choose it’d be no contest I really want to understand how I ended up here, almost suicidal no actually suicidal in a position if no power when before I was so strong, how has he done this? All I want is someone to love me,regular sex (I like sex sorry)a bit of stability but I feel likening so mental I’ve destroyed any chance vofvthat! And to prove I’m mental I just keep writing in the abyss, I’m better off dead

    • #11054
      Lostmyself
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      I want to leave but I literally can’t bear thecpain I will feel when he gets with someone else, which is what he said he would do if I leave

    • #11053
      Lostmyself
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      I’m still drinking wine I think I’m having a complete breakdown

    • #11052
      Lostmyself
      Participant

      # Have some balls

    • #10661
      Lostmyself
      Participant

      Thank-you again for your help and support it really means a lot, I was in such a dark place I feel a little bit stronger now x

    • #10573
      Lostmyself
      Participant

      Thank-you Osie, I’m much calmer today. I really lost it last night.Things have settled down so I’m going to wait, while I can get myself together a bit more, does anyone know how I can access the freedom program, is it only for women who’ve experienced violence? I have a history of becoming involved with abusive and nasty people, I need to change this x

    • #10554
      Lostmyself
      Participant

      Thank-you I am going to do it after the weekend x

    • #10545
      Lostmyself
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      I am so glad you have found peace after that, I am exactly were you were 2 years ago, I just wrote my first post tonight and it’s so hard x

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