Thank you for your response. I really need to speak to someone.. I’ll try to call the women’s Aid helpline. It’s just so frustrating, he’s taking all my energy and then I hAve to look after our son non stop., I feel so run down, don’t feel any joy (except for my son, he’s the only one that keeps me going). I feel like it’s never gonna end.. even if I move across the world like he’s saying I should do now, he’ll blAme me for that. He’ll blame me if I stay, if I go.,i really struggling now… constant headaches and so much anxiety. Need to talk to someone