Hey
I’m grateful for your support, and no, I am not using my real name.
I feel for others going through this who have young children, that must be so distressing. My kids are long grown up, so as a more mature woman, I don’t fit that category.
What worries me about leaving is how do I not only start a new life, but also a new job as an older person, earning enough to support myself? He has messed with my head so much using gaslighting and lies that I often feel like I no longer exist, I feel trapped and just want to get away.
I have spoken on the chat on this site, which was very helpful and am slowly building the courage to leave.
🙂
