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[Myname]

I’m glad I’m not the only one cos I do feel silly sometimes , I just would feel bad too if I just left with our little onebut the thing is I would never stop him seeing our little one but I know he would make out I’m running away with him

I don’t have him in the house name it’s all in my name,

Past few days have been hell like I feel like I’m going to have a break down cos I need to justify things to him constantly like why I left 5 mins earlier why I didn’t answer his phone quicker , accusing me of everything, cheating lying etc, I just don’t want to live like this

[Myname]

I’m in the same situation, like I don’t know if to wait till he’s at work and leave with my little one , he doesn’t understand why this relationship is so toxic , he’s hit me, controls me, shouts at me, my little one has herd most of it , I feel guilty doing it and I don’t know why i should , I always think what will happen to him etc where will he go and I just wish I could do it but I’m so scared and I feel so stuck and so depressed 24/7

[Myname]

Iv had no support or other than talking to friends, iv not spoke to any professionals, im so nervous about having police involved, we aren’t married or on the tenancy agreement, iv asked him to leave he won’t go but he will go about as if nothing is wrong , we aren’t intimate, I can’t go out with my friends , I can’t even go for lunch or a catch up without having to take my child or he will not be happy, he smokes weed makes him angry when he doesn’t have it

[Myname]

Thank you all your story’s it does help . So this is happening just now I just need to get it off my chest

I just feel like I don’t know what todo right now, I tried to get my partner to leave he didn’t, a lot of arguments happened, he just wouldn’t go, so I said he can stay as I feel iv no other choice , my friend hasn’t spoken much to me since I think she is annoyed I’m with him which I understand but now I feel even more alone, he came home from work other day he (detail removed by moderator) which then resulted in him arguing with me, saying (detail removed by moderator) etc, he came home (detail removed by moderator) and he waited outside and came back in, he finally got (detail removed by moderator) and was apologising to me, but also saying basically (detail removed by moderator) etc just so he will get me to tell him to stay, I just feel drained completely, I know he struggles with how he feels but I can’t help him, today turned out pretty much the same but he’s fell asleep and im sat crying

[Myname]

Thank yous for the reply, my 2 best friends know of some but they don’t understand , (detail removed by Moderator) a rough day, he was telling me that he won’t be home from work he’s fed up of feeling alone, not having anyone, me not being intimate, that I don’t try anymore, he was just making it so hard to talk because apparently I wasn’t listening to him which I was, I need him to help and make an effort and be nice to me or I don’t feel like being intimate, he says he doesn’t want to be here anymore, it’s all because he smokes weed and owes most of his money out which he is stressed about and that’s his fault it’s a horrible habit I feel he is the way he is due to that, my friends have asked me to go out on (detail removed by Moderator) and I dread to tell him, I know I need to but there will be a massive out hurt i am too tired to deal with , I just feel I can write on here help get it off my chest because I just feel like I’m going to burst one day

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