True2myself

[True2myself]

Congratulations 🎊 x

[True2myself]

You just summed up the reason I logged in. I was gonna post but I’ll add to this…

I feel the exact same. Yesterday I was great and today I’m not. I feel like I did when he was here doing things. I guess it’s the trauma ptsd but it’s difficult to cope with sometimes.

[True2myself]

It got so much worse  (detail removed by moderator). All reported. I’ll get calls from that (detail removed by moderator). I can’t sleep. Feel scared. He talked to my kid with such anger about me. Social services don’t do nothing about it. Hopefully they will when they read my message (detail removed by moderator).

[True2myself]

Thank you. (detail removed by moderator) he’s been a nightmare again. I’ve reported it all again. They think it’s too subtle but it’s control. My head is really buzzy from him screaming at me. I’m gonna take tonight to just feel sorry for myself and pull myself together again tomorrow. Dunno how they can go on knowing what they do to us. Thank you for all the replies

[True2myself]

Yeah I’m doing not too bad. This week I’ve sorted out lot of bills and I’m gonna pay them myself. So I can really give him back a expensive phone bill and walk away from it? If u take away the fear of what he will do if I do this. Sorry to be a pain. I’m very loyal when it comes to bills and wouldn’t leave anyone in trouble.

[True2myself]

I feel if I give him phone back and leave him with the bill, he won’t like it and will come for me

[True2myself]

Yes he’s controlling me like crazy. I called EE and they said not 1 thing they can do. I have own EE account I created for my kids and I. But I got my daughters then tried to move mine and my sons over but they refused it. We are both now stuck with him

[True2myself]

Definitely. Forums and support group keep me going

[True2myself]

❤❤❤

[True2myself]

Thank you so much ❤can’t even begin to explain the huge benefit I’ve had from this forum and the amazing messages.

[True2myself]

Thank you so much. (detail removed by Moderator) brought good news but now need to wait (detail removed by Moderator) which isn’t too far away. It’s tough on the children. I’m scared how they will feel

[True2myself]

Aw thank you. I’m OK, fed up of his self pity though. He’s detached from being a parent cos he’s sad. I told him I never wanna see him again and next day he asked me a favour. What planet do these ppl live on. I said no then got like of emotional abuse. It’s so up and down. Sometimes I’m OK and sometimes I have to call helplines. I wish court case would hurry up.

[True2myself]

Thank you, it makes sense yeah. I have no contact with him for few days. He was doing OK but then the fake slipped and the abuse continued. I hate the abuse feeling. It’s like I want to wash it off but it’s not going away.

[True2myself]

Yeah mine are high school age, one is also worse than the other and the worse one was my husbands side kick and his go to. School runs are a nightmare, I know they should understand a bit and are down up enough to be good but I dunno nothing I do is good enough. Its so bad he let’s kids down, it’s just the worst. I’m so proud of you getting better at it, it’s so hard when we have our emotions and trauma, then looking after kids and bills and everything that comes with it all. Thanks for your message I know its a comfort that I’m not alone but sad others go thru this too. It hurts so bad when our kids treat us like this, even though it’s not their fault it still hurts. They have us though and we are strong and still continue to be strong and get support when we need it from those who understand. Thank you

[True2myself]

Yeah they are just evil… today I’ve had nothing but verbal abuse and stress. He’s forgotten what he’s done or is all fake and he never did know what he done. My brain feels paralysed just now. I’ve reported what he’s done this weekend

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