Hi all, just wanted to share that I am feeling positive today. I have found treating this like I am breaking a drug addiction a really helpful mindset! Him being the drug. Few good moments and the rest of your life falls apart. And it being science as to why I want him, not love. I tell myself ‘what would you tell someone trying to break a drug addiction’ and the answers are uncanny to getting away from an abuser! Most importantly a drug addict would need support, therefore so do I ! And writing on this forum in my low moment really helped as your replies gradually guided me back to the light, which I am so grateful for xx