It’s the dreaded p.t.s.d that comes with what we’ve been through It lessens in time (if it gets too much I’ve read that emdr is supposed to be good) I’ve consider it myself but there’s been sooo many abusers and sooo many incidents I’d need loads of sessions, but I’m really glad your out.I know it feels likes he’s haunting you but it’s your mind and brain playing tricks on you, enjoy your coffee, enjoy everything! well everything good that’s going on with you 🧡💖🧡