For a while I have read the book, I had a paperback I’ve hidden from my husband I just can’t pick it up and read it in front of him.Still being in the relationship it’s not easy to read a book about abuse.
Since I have found an online version, maybe not the full book, but a version of the book why goes he do that? Again it’s not easy reading it and you must be careful of your search history but I have found it useful.
If you search for the book and look for internet archive it’s there and as I say much easier to access than a physical copy
Hope this helps someone it has me