It’s been a very long time since I could bring myself to listen to radio stations with happy music. I found it easier the last couple of years to listen to talk stations but now for the first time I’m actually playing the stations and dancing along to the music. I just wanted to share, if your stuck in this frame of mind, it will definitely pass and you will once again find pleasure in happy summer tunes. Love to all the ladies just starting their journey to recovery. I wish I could fast forward through the pain and grief but I promise you there is a happy life at the end of the road. Stay strong and keep going. I am now indifferent to my ex. I’m aware of the danger he poses and I keep him at arms length but the head space he takes up is barely there. Time and positive thoughts. Big hugs to you all. Good riddance to bad rubbish x