I would like to meet someone decent and nice just to restore my faith if nothing else.
I have become very cynical about human beings and their cruelty and manipulation. I worry I have lost perspective.
My mother has been suffering in a residential home and it feels like we are magnets for abuse… that there is no escape.
I would value a good female friend at the moment.
I let my friend go because of a very very evil thing she said. She made a sexual joke straight after my partner died… I felt like a knife went through my heart.
I have never had a good female friend.
I get on ok with people, I just worry that my judgement is just terrible after two abusive personal relationships( at least two, if I am honest)… so that’s men I don’t trust. And women..
That just leaves cats ( little joke x)