my partner would constantly message other women everytime we argued and fell out. we have a sexless relationship and any form of intimacy is also not there. no laughter , smiling, kissing, joking anything.
i have been completely loyal to him for a long time but the other day, i decided to accept a return of words from someone else. i know it may seem risky, but this person is making me feel something again. just having someone to talk to about my day and actually asking me about how i am and feel. it won’t go anywhere but in feels nice. it feels like the connection i have lost.